Hitting rock bottom

Daddy Blackbird #32

As time rolled on it became obvious that I wasn’t ’getting over this’. The unanswered questions consumed me. I was overwhelmed with sadness and anger and permanently drained, and I felt like I’d exhausted all the options when it came to help and support.

Steve’s suicide shattered us, the toxic relationship that came later took those broken pieces and stamped all over them, and when I was at my lowest point, we found ourselves caught up in a new tide of trauma, just when we thought things couldn’t get any worse…